I kept thinking there had to be a reason I was so incredibly tired all of the time (I had started taking naps, that sometimes lasted for 2-3 hours. I never take naps). When I got home from school I decided to take a test. I saw the line developing, and honestly could not believe it. It kept getting darker and darker, and I kept getting more and more giddy/terrified (not terrified of you, baby, but just scared that I wouldn't be enough for you.). Once I finally realized that yes, this was really happening, I decided to find the journal I had bought for Ward at Affair of the Heart. I thought I could tape the test to the inside of it, then wait until Saturday (and after i took a few more tests to confirm)to show him. Flash forward a couple of hours to Ward coming home from work and telling me he would have to leave within the next couple of days to go to Australia for work. . . . Whhhhhat?? Well, I don't do surprises/change very well, so all I could do to keep myself from bursting into tears was to walk into the bedroom as he was chattering away, take the journal out of my nightstand, and just hand it to him. He looked extremely confused (he's not much of a journalist haha) so I said, "I got this for you at Affair of the Heart, but I didn't know when I should give it to you. . . . You can open it". He kind of just looked at me, opened it, grinned, and said, "you're pregnant?" to which I replied, "maybe?" haha he just started laughing and saying, "well, that was unexpected". And that, dearest one, is the night we found out you were on your way!
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